sTorY!!!!

almost 4 weeks i didn't update my blog....
i was so bz...so many assignment to b done....
so many things to be solved....
rarely on9....


me and izzat got something problm....
he made me mad....but suddenly i realize wat he done is for our future...
he said he want to achieve his dream n he do not want to b a loser...
i respect wat he done....one sentence tat made me touched is " kalau kte kawin nanti i nak bagi u makan ape?"
not all guys like him....looking for the brighter future....
i love him so much as he did.....
Love is like a mustard seed...,
planted by God..
and watered by men...but...
again...,yesterday i got some problm with him.....
God give me ur strength........
i can't face all this......
i sent a msg to him said if he was taken by some1..,i will set him free....
he didn't rply the msg....
yeah...,4 the 1 year i jez ignored him...
tat time he was friends with his cousins...
always lepaking wif other people....
padan muke aku!!!
he was my wonderful memories......
tq izzat.....

friend2!!
i don't know wat happen to her....she 4got wat she had promised to me....
she said tat this sem is the last sem for her....
she made me upset......but then...,i won't felt it.....
if she realy want to study...,i'll help her but she never asking me for a help....
up to her la after tis....

my ex roommates was changed....
very2 triple upset....

i'm not looking for a relationship right now....
i'm not ready to be hurt again...
i'm weak to face all of this.....

HAPPY FASTING MONTH!!!