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i thought everything gonna b OK...unfortunately is not....yeah he said tat he love me...but for me...,its not really from his heart...God.....Give me strength to face this again....he will leave Malaysia for 3 years...mmg sakit sgt nak trime...then i asked him about our status mlm tadi...ok he said we continue our relationship...then when i asked again...,no answer from him...if there is no answer...,why u....................!!!!aku x kuat tuk smue tu!!!aku x tahu nape lately nie aku mudah sgt menangis...ko ckp x serupe bikin....u x yah answer my question....i already get the answer....smlam hari terakhir aku jmpe ngan ko....n aku x kan jmpe lg ngan ko....mmg deep inside aku nak jmpe lg dgn ko n aku nak jwb soalan ko...but..................aku tahu ko x yakin dgn jawapan ko sndiri....cukup la slame 3 tahun nie....ko janji x kan wat aku menangis lg....tp pagi nie....,ko wat lagi....cukupla smalamn aku menangis....ko x penah paham hati aku.....masing2 x paham....n aku sedar sape diri aku...aku x layak tuk ko.....bunge2 jer kan ko ckp smalam....then ari nie ckp laen plak.....pandai la ko nie belakon....rase nak adiahkan gelaran artis lelaki paling popular...!!ko lelaki.....senang jer nak cari....petik jari jer...,wah....ramai nak....aku nie???mmg aku pon bleh buat mcm ko tp hati aku??ko boleh luangkan mase ngan kawan2 skola ko...pompuan laki smue kan....tp bile aku nak curi mase ko sikit....,bnyk kan alasan ko....tah ar....x tahu aku nie menyesal ker x.....again n again masalah dtg....ko wat idup aku tunggang langgang....susah aku nak pecaye kat ko lagi....mmg if boleh...,i wanna meet u now.....settle everything....bukan mcm smlam....u 'take' me then let it go...jantan pe tah u nie kan....i'd learned many things from u...mcm2 la...setie...,jujur...mcm2...then at last...,jadi mcm nie....x tahu la hati aku skrg...rase mcm nak lempang muke u pon ade....no need to answer my question ok...cinta nie sometimes will hurt us...but thats not cinta's fault...but ur fault...