i miss u...

27/09/2010 , 02:27
i really miss u dear...miss everything about u...i want all back..God...,plz give me a chnce...stop tis nightmare..i can't face it....everyday i do an istiharah...hopefully You will give the right way...i want him come back to my life...or plz 'post' to me to Heavan....i will waiting for him there...if he's the one who will complete my life...,let him back to me...i jez want him to b the one who care for me...i dont want others...why he can't understand me??u jez msg me...u asked me about my life...i said everything ok...sgt ok...i know u happy when i said it...but inside syg...u dont know wat's going on inside..i'm crying!!!i asked u about your fb...why dont u b honest to me??jez said..,yes tat's mine...why u lied on me??everytime u lie my...,my heart beat faster....i'm cry again n again...yes i'm happy outside there...i can laugh...i can smile...but not really am i...i jez want to pretend my self...i dont want people ask me why am i out of mood..jez becz i dont want people know my sadness...i love u so much until the end of my life...God plz take me to my "place..."